10 Things That Scare Me

Ida and Noa are sisters from Brooklyn. Noa tasted her first snail last summer and Ida passed the purple swim test at camp. Now she’s allowed to swim all the way out to the dock. This audio recorded by Ida's and Noa's father on vacation in Maine, inspired the idea for our podcast but it’s also the final episode of 10 Things That Scare Me. Thanks for listening to the show! Please email us at 10thingpod@wnyc.org, we're always listening. Join the 10 Things That Scare Me conversation, and tell us your fears here. And follow 10 Things That Scare Me on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook.

Back in january we brought you the fears of WNYC  cultural critic and author Rebecca Carroll. She just launched a brand new podcast. It’s called Come Through: 15 Essential Conversations About Race In A Pivotal Year For America.  And whether you’re afraid to talk about race or sick of trying to make other people talk about it, this show is for you. Subscribe to Come Through wherever you get your podcasts and enjoy this rebroadcast of Rebecca's fears. Join the 10 Things That Scare Me conversation, and tell us your fears here. And follow 10 Things That Scare Me on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook.

Hank Green is the author of the novel An Absolutely Remarkable Thing. He lives in Missoula Montana with his wife Katherine and his son Orin. Hank is also one half of the Vlog Brothers. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Jessica is a comedy producer in her 30s and until a couple of months ago she said she would describe herself as “eggs on ice, career on fire”. David is a 54 year old engineer living in Wales in the UK. He believes that given the chance, most people are kind and considerate. Nata lives in Azerbijan. Nearly 6,000 miles away.Charlie is 39 and lives in Jersey City. He told me he’s been waking up in a panic at 7:30 every Saturday morning worried that he has slept through the Tottenham Hotspur match. Join the 10 Things That Scare Me conversation, and tell us your fears here. And follow 10 Things That Scare Me on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook.

Hrishikesh Hirway is a musician, composer, and the creator of the podcast Song Exploder -- where musicians take apart their songs and tell the story of how they were made. Hrishi’s favorite memory from his time working in the fast food industry was learning how to make suicide soda, which is when you mix all the different flavors together. Apparently he makes ‘em good. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Anne Wolf is a 38 year old mother, strategist, and minimalist shoe enthusiast. She loves the idea of hobbies, but she hasn’t found the right one yet. One time, back in the 90s, she tried water skiing. Her swim trunks fell down immediately, but she stood up on the skis. With her head held high, she willfully maintained her balance all the way around the lake. As it turns out, that event has been a pretty good metaphor her life so far. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

George Divoky studies the black guillemots of Cooper Island in Alaska. He is also the director of Cooper Island Arctic Research. Divoky tweeted that there is was fresh water on Cooper Island in 2019 because all the multi-year sea ice he has relied on for drinking water over the 45 years of his research has disappeared. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Sarah Haider grew up a devout Muslim, but left the religion as a teenager. Today she is the executive director of Ex Muslims of North America, and her dad is now an atheist. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Kent Bonar lives with his animals in the Ozarks region of Arkansas. Many years ago he started drawing the various plants he encountered on his walks in the woods. Eventually, he had over 3,500 illustrations. In 2017, they were collected in a book published by the University of Arkansas. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Chris Thile is a traveling musician and the host of Live From Here from Minnesota Public Radio. He told us his son Cal is named after the comic strip character Calvin in Calvin and Hobbes. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Mara Wilson is a former child actor and host of the podcast What Are You Afraid Of. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Liz is a listener who called in to us from the suburbs of Chicago where she makes her living driving a book mobile. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Nigel Poor is a visual artist and lives in California. She is the co-host and co-producer of the podcast Earhustle with Earlonne Woods. She met Earlonne while volunteering in San Quentin and says he was the quietest guy in the room. Here’s Earlonne’s episode.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Chris Distefano is an actor and comedian in New York City. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Kathy Tu is the co-host of the podcast Nancy. When she and her co-host Tobin Low pitched the idea for a podcast about the queer experience, there was a time they wanted to name it "Gaydiolab". Here’s Tobin’s episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Jeffery Lackman is a 23 year old listener who called in to us from the Minnesota/North Dakota border. He is running around with a smile on his face, trying to pay his bills and believes that the Bigmouth Buffalo Fish is undervalued. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Michael W. Twitty is a culinary and cultural historian and author of The Cooking Gene. He converted to Orthodox Judaism at 25. Twitty is the first Revolutionary in Residence at Colonial Williamsburg. His comfort food is pot liquor. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Ellen Ryan is a lawyer from Chicago. She told us that she met her husband while on a trek in the Himalayas. After Jeffrey Dahmer was convicted, she and her husband continued to visit him in prison. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Molly called in to us from Maryland. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Maureen took up the challenge to tell us what scares her from her home in Mendocino County, CA. Where she works as a hospital chaplain. Maureen is also a writer and author of the play “It’s All About Sex”. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Jeff Emtman is the host of KCRW’s Here Be Monsters. He’s originally from Pullman, Washington. When Jeff was a kid, he ate a whole jar of tiny sea shells. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Billie Parker is a wife, sister, friend, activist, writer, a retired corporate video producer, and presently an addiction recovery teacher at Santa Fe County Jail. She lives with her wife Gay Block in Santa Fe, New Mexico, after residing in San Francisco for most of her life. Gay Block is a portrait photographer. Her work is collected by many museums, including the Museum of Modern Art, the El Paso Museum of Art, and the Jewish Museum. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Jia Tolentino grew up in Texas and  is a New Yorker staff writer and author of the essay collection Trick Mirror. Jia has never had a soda without alcohol in it. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Vivian Wagner is a listener like you  who who decided to share her fears with us. She is an associate professor of English and getting ready to marry a handsome commercial pilot. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Cameron Esposito is a Los Angeles-based standup comic, actor and writer. Cameron did a stint as ringmaster for El Circo Cheapo Cabaret out of Chicago. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Rebecca Carroll is a cultural critic and Editor of Special Projects at WNYC. She met her husband on a subway platform in Brooklyn. He was on his way to a conference on race and social policy. He proposed to her on the same subway platform a year later. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

My dad loved talking to me. And I always felt bad because I didn't love talking to him even though I loved him. Charles Duhigg is a Pulitzer Prize–winning reporter and host of the podcast How To from Slate.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Ike is a listener from Chandler, Arizona. He is 11 years old and an artist.  Join the 10 Things That Scare Me conversation, and tell us your fears here. And follow 10 Things That Scare Me on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook.

Amy Pearl lives in Brooklyn with her animal family.  For our 100th episode and the final episode of season 1, we're presenting Amy Pearl. Then, a quick behind the scenes peek into how 10 Things That Scare Me gets made each week. Look for season 2 in late fall. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

By the time I got to high school, I became a featured twirler. Eddie Adkins is a retired accounting firm partner living in Washington, D.C. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

It's the slow feeling of becoming less. Jerry Roback was assigned by the State Department to humanitarian projects in Vietnam during the war. He lives in Washington state.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

I'm not out there trying to make amphibious friends. Jill has had many careers, from lawyer to dog walker to hand model. She currently takes care of her parents in Lansing, Michigan with her dog Sam. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

I'm scared that I'm asking too much of her. Andrew Kim is the first Democratic congressman of Korean descent.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

One minute she's there for me and the next minute she's not. Billy Jackson lives in New York City. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

I think the real reason I didn't reenlist was because they had wool uniforms. Mike Pearl is a retired newspaper reporter from New York. He wrote for the Daily Mirror, the Journal-American, the World Journal Tribune and the New York Post among others. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

The possibility that ultimately there is no cost to being despicable. Jon Mooallem is a journalist and the creator of The WALKING podcast which begins its second season today. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Tight wool sweater with syrup inside of it. Earlonne Woods is co-host and co-creator of the Ear Hustle podcast, from PRX's Radiotopia, which just launched its fourth season. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Paper cut on eyeball. Brenda Shaughnessy is a poet. Her most recent book is The Octopus Museum. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

We're singing against the man. Duff McKagan is best known for his stint as the bassist of Guns N' Roses. He is the author of It's So Easy and Other Lies, and his solo album Tenderness is out now. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Mothman related driving fears. Matt Collette makes Post Reports, the daily news podcast from the Washington Post. He used to make Nancy from WNYC Studios. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

When you're a little kid, everything looks big. Born Lamont Jody Hawkins, U-God is an American rapper and hip-hop artist and one of the founding members of the legendary Wu-Tang Clan. He is the author of Raw: My Journey Into The Wu-Tang. If you want to enter the Wu-Tang, just head to the corner of Targee Street and Vanderbilt Avenue on Staten Island in New York City, which has been officially renamed the "Wu-Tang Clan District." Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

This is all I deserve. Alex Goldman is the co-host of the podcast Reply All from Gimlet Media. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

My own heartbeat. Kathryn Harrison is a writer living in New York City. Her latest book is On Sunset. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

I wanted to read a masterpiece but this is just a book. Karen Russell is the author of Orange World and other books. She has received a MacArthur Fellowship and a Guggenheim Fellowship and lives in Oregon with her husband and son. Her other books include: St. Lucy's Home for Girls Raised by Wolves, Swamplandia!, Vampires in the Lemon Grove and Sleep Donation: A Novella. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

The woods at night. Garrett Crowe is a writer and podcast producer. Check out his work here. And follow him @crowegarrett. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Dead air. Kai Wright is host and managing editor of The Stakes, a podcast about social change, produced by the Narrative Unit of WNYC’s newsroom. He was also the host of the podcasts The United States of Anxiety, Caught, and There Goes the Neighborhood. He is a columnist and former editor for The Nation. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

The marionettes in my mom’s bedroom. Sarah Duckett is a mechanical engineer in Boston, Massachusetts. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Actually being betrayed. Felix Bircheneder studies English and German language, literature and culture. He sends his greetings from Germany. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

My future sucking. Zenna Wallace is a student who is homeschooled in Florida. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Being shot and killed by law enforcement. DeRay Mckesson is a civil rights activist. He was born and raised in Baltimore, Maryland. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Why did I say yes to this party? Isaac Mizrahi is an fashion designer, artist, and performer from New York City. You can find him on Twitter @isaacmizrahi, Instagram @imisaacmizrahi, and at HelloIsaac.com. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

What if I decide to have kids and the whole world is just a hellhole? Joanna Solotaroff is a producer and performer who lives in Brooklyn. For WNYC Studios, she produces Sooo Many White Guys and 2 Dope Queens. Joanna is from Minneapolis, and her mom is doing great. Follow her @joannna on Twitter. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

I always fear that maybe I was just lucky. Bassem Youssef is a heart surgeon turned political satirist and the creator of the most popular television show in Egypt's history. He is the author of the book Revolution for Dummies: Laughing Through the Arab Spring. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Teeth dreams. Tia Hosler is studying Applied Behavioral Sciences in Fort Wayne, Indiana. You can learn more about her here. Thanks to Emily Forman for her help with this episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Bros scare me. Tobin Low is the co-host — along with Kathy Tu — of the podcast Nancy. He lives in New York City. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Moths are my mortal enemy. Libby Callaway is a former fashion writer and vintage clothing collector. She currently runs her own branding company, The Callaway, in Nashville, TN. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

We got death threats for months. Tanya Tagaq is a singer/songwriter who lives in Toronto. You can follow her @tagaq, and you can find out more about her new EP here. Thanks to Julia Botero for co-producing this episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

If they are right, then I'm wrong. Rashad Jennings is a retired NFL running back, Dancing With the Stars champion, and author of the ARCADE book series.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Howard Dardashti sees most of his life in the rear view mirror. He talks about his divorce, his health problems, and how he's worried that classical music won't survive. This is a repeat episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Jo Firestone is totally a grown up. Her fears mirror where she is in life: she knows how to pronounce "canapés" and she's bringing boyfriends home to meet the family—presumably after she finds out if they ride a unicycle. This is a repeat episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Diante Folk was only 12 when he made his list and you can see it in his fears. He still plans on being a famous YouTube star. He's worried about breaking his X-Box and not getting permission to play Fortnite. This is a repeat episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Why don't more people think about the way they want to die? Brian Ruder is a volunteer and an Exit Guide with the group Final Exit Network. He was born in Kansas and lives in Portland, Oregon with his wife of 43 years. His son is the editor of New Mobility magazine. Brian says, "I walk 10,000 steps a day and believe I will live to 100 unless someone kills me first." Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

There's something inside of me, and it goes mad. Okwui Okpokwasili is MacArthur Fellow and a performer, choreographer, and writer. The child of immigrants from Nigeria, Okpokwasili was born and raised in the Bronx, and the histories of these places and the girls and women who inhabit them feature prominently in much of her work. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Why do you keep asking me if I have a gun? Roberto Lange is a musician from South Florida. He performs as Helado Negro. You can listen to his latest album here. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

I'm too boring for my therapist. Cartoonist Mari Andrew is the author of Am I There Yet? The Loop-de-loop, Zigzagging Journey to Adulthood. You can find her on Instagram @bymariandrew.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

A rabid flying squirrel poised over my sleeping form. Cartoonist Liana Finck is a regular contributor to the New Yorker and the author of the graphic memoir Passing For Human. You can find her on instagram at @lianafinck. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

If the apocalypse happens, I don't have a good chance. Jensine Eckwall is an illustrator living in New York City. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

If I suspect any paranormal activity I'm going the other direction. Worth Barbour is a pediatrician in Florida Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Takers, opportunists, and boundary crossers. Anna Chlumsky is an actor on the show Veep, among other productions. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Life costs money. Anna Sale is the host and managing editor of the podcast Death, Sex & Money. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Everything just evaporated like smoke. Chris Miller is an elementary school art teacher, and an artist, who lives in Milwaukee. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

If I put my feet on the floor something's going to grab me. Amelia Madarang, from Vancouver, Washington is a college student. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

It's not my job to make them feel comfortable. Jared Marcelle is a reporter/producer from Brooklyn. His work has been featured on WNYC and NPR. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Compulsory heterosexuality. Dan Savage writes the long-running sex advice column Savage Love and hosts the Savage Lovecast. You can find him @fakedansavage. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

It felt like death was coming fast. Wang Bing is a documentary filmmaker from Xi'an. His latest documentary is Shanghai Youth. You can learn more about him and his work here. Thanks to Richard Yeh and Lydia McMullen-Laird for their invaluable help with translation. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Parasites suck. But a lot of things depend on them. John Platt from right outside of Portland runs the environmental news site therevelator.org. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

What if he runs into the wrong one at the wrong time at night and mouths off? Bishop Michael Curry is the leader of the Episcopal Church. He presided over the royal wedding of Prince Harry to Meghan Markle. You can hear more from Bishop Curry here. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Just like the children in the clubs. Kay Powell is a retired reporter and obituary writer for the Atlanta Constitution-Journal. You can read one of her most famous obituaries here. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

That raccoon could’ve ripped my face off. Kara Swisher is the editor-at-large of Recode, host of the Recode Decode podcast, co-host of the Pivot podcast, and a contributor to the New York Times Opinion section, among other things. You can find her on Twitter @karaswisher. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Chewing on tinfoil. Kim is from L.A. She told us her fears using the link below. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Come on brain. Come on brain. Mitch Albom is the best-selling author of Tuesdays With Morrie and The Five People You Meet In Heaven. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Life without Subway sandwiches. Narla panhandles in Seattle. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Darth Vader if he was real. Check out her recent album Bought to Rot (https://www.bloodshotrecords.com/album/bought-rot) and upcoming tour (https://www.bloodshotrecords.com/tours-events/19967) Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Losing my hand in a conveyer belt.  Luke Bruner is a craft beer sales rep in Louisville, Kentucky. He told us his fears using the link below. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

I thought I had a fear of death and then a woman stole my horse. Quince Mountain is a writer and a dog musher. He and his wife Blair Braverman run Bravermountain Mushing. Blair will be running her rookie Iditarod in March 2019. You can follow Quince and the dogs on Twitter here https://twitter.com/QuinceMountain. And Blair and the dogs here: https://twitter.com/BlairBraverman. Here is Blair's Iditarod musher profile: https://iditarod.com/race/2019/mushers/1062-Blair-Braverman/ If you want to follow along with the race, and her occasional trail updates from Quince, subscribe to the Iditapod Podcast: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/iditapod/id1204512892?mt=2 Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

He was in the E.R. and nobody could wake him up. Jami Floyd is an attorney and journalist from New York City. She hosts All Things Considered on WNYC.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

You know what I discovered that happens a lot more in New York City than you'd imagine? Scaffolding falling on people. Jon Ronson is a writer, journalist and radio host. He still uses Twitter @jonronson. And for more on Alison Moyet's Elvis Costello story, you should listen to her interview on Desert Island Discs. https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b043wk0j Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Am I selfish with my money? Do I give enough away? Mark Duplass is a writer, director, and actor who lives in Los Angeles. He's co-starring in the movie Paddleton, available on Netflix February 22nd. Follow him @MarkDuplass. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

If I want to be scared I can turn on the news. I don't need to pay for that. Trisha Hope is a realtor from League City, Texas. She's also published a book titled "Just the Tweets: President Donald J. Trump's Historical Collection of Tweets, Vol. 1". You can find out more about that here: https://justthetweets.com or @JustTheTweets17. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Losing touch with reality, completely. Aparna Nancherla is a comedian and actor, and currently stars in the Comedy Central show Corporate. You can find her on twitter and instagram @aparnapkin. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org.

Wait for the drop. Dillon Francis makes electronic music in Los Angeles. His latest album is called Wut Wut. You can follow him @DILLONFRANCIS. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

You never expect to actually find a dinosaur. Marina Suarez is an associate professor of geology at the University of Kansas. The species of dinosaur she discovered with her twin sister is called the Geminiraptor Suarezarum. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

I feel like I'm living in the angriest Spike Lee movie ever. Born in New Jersey to Caribbean parents, actress/comedian Michelle Buteau has had stand-up specials on Netflix and Comedy Central, as well as an album called Shut Up!, which was released on Comedy Central Records. She was also a featured comedian on the 2 Dope Queens special for HBO. Last year, she shot the Netflix feature Always Be My Maybe with Ali Wong and Randall Park, a recurring role on Tales of the City for Netflix, and a leading role in the TV remake of First Wives Club for BET. In the podcast space, she produced and hosted the talk show Late Night Whenever for WNYC. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

I was in that room for 45 minutes, and I will never, ever, commit any kind of crime in my life. Dr. Judy Ho is a licensed and double board-certified psychologist with a Ph.D in clinical psychology. She also serves as a forensic expert witness in both civil and criminal matters. Dr. Judy is currently co-host of the talk show Face the Truth. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

I had a sick feeling in my stomach sometimes at night when I heard beer cans popping. Bill is a retired police officer from Brooklyn, NY. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Lone white men on a college campus. Marlon James won the Man Booker Prize for his 2014 novel A Brief History of Seven Killings. His latest novel is Black Leopard, Red Wolf. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

As a follower of Jesus I can tell you firsthand, his terrible day, his worst day, was my best day. Rev. Samuel Rodriguez is an Evangelical pastor and the president of the National Hispanic Christian Leadership Conference. He gave a prayer at President Trump's inauguration and advises the president on immigration issues. He is an ardent Yankees fan. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Rumors of an internment camp. Hatem El-Gamasy is a political analyst and commentator based in Brooklyn. You can follow him on Twitter: https://twitter.com/hatemgamasy. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Every house should have a gun, if not a machine gun. Howard Dardashti is a cantor and real estate broker in Florida. You can check out his father Younes Dardashti's music here https://open.spotify.com/artist/49Wof1MvWVSExNcRQOFT5Y Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

The devil is real. Tom Morello is the guitarist for Rage Against the Machine, Prophets of Rage, and formerly Audioslave. His latest solo album is The Atlas Underground. Follow him on Twitter: https://twitter.com/tmorello. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Asking someone to show up for me. Veralyn Williams is a Producer at Radio Rookies, a youth journalism program embedded within New York Public Radio’s narrative unit. Williams teaches young people to report radio documentaries inspired by their own experiences. https://www.wnyc.org/shows/rookies Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

White women. They have more power than they think. Natalie Diaz is a poet and MacArthur Genius. https://www.macfound.org/programs/fellows/She also teaches at the Arizona State University Creative Writing MFA program. You can find her on Twitter: https://twitter.com/nataliegdiaz. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Everything was going too fast. Everybody was talking too fast. Everybody was moving too fast. Jad Abumrad is the creator and one of the hosts of Radiolab. The son of a scientist and a doctor, Jad grew up in Tennessee. Jad is also the producer of The Ring & I about Wagner's Ring Cycle. https://www.wnyc.org/story/71011-the-ring-and-i-the-passion-the-myth-the-mania/ Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

It's the one thing I think I share in common with George Bush. Just not in the broccoli fan club. Janet Napolitano was governor of Arizona from 2003 to 2009, and the Secretary of Homeland Security under President Obama. She is currently the president of the University of California. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

There was no one in the house. Why would they be in the house? Alaska Thunderfuck is a singer, drag performer and winner of RuPaul's Drag Race All Stars. When not performing, Alaska is Justin Andrew Honard. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

It's like a tiny car crash every time you hit the mat. Scott Colton wrestles under the name Colt Cabana. Check out his podcast, The Art of Wrestling https://soundcloud.com/coltcabana and follow him @ColtCabana on Twitter and Instagram. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

The problem is, most of what I've ever done in my life is motivated by fear. It's like a big dust storm of fear. Brooke Gladstone is a Peabody-award winning host of WNYC's On The Media. She's also the author of The Influencing Machine, a media manifesto in graphic form. If you'd like to hear more about Brooke's inner life, check out the Radiolab episode about nihilism  https://www.wnycstudios.org/story/dust-planet  and the follow up to it on On The Media https://www.wnycstudios.org/story/staring-abyss Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Doing it for the views. Diante Folk is a high school student and gamer from Brooklyn. Check out his YouTube page DIANTE DA GOAT.  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVYYt04xnJFD5g6BBkfmUDw Thanks to Children of Promise for getting us in touch with Diante. You can find out more about the important work they do here: https://www.cpnyc.org/. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Is it too ordinary to be afraid of your cat dying? Jeff VanderMeer is an author based in Tallahassee, Florida. His award-winning Southern Reach trilogy has been published in over 35 languages. Find out more at http://www.jeffvandermeer.com/, and follow him @jeffvandermeer (https://twitter.com/jeffvandermeer).  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

I finally figured out what the Apple store reminds me of. Starlee Kine is the creator of Mystery Show and a writer on Search Party. Find her @StarleeKine: https://twitter.com/StarleeKine Mystery Show: https://www.gimletmedia.com/mystery-show  Search Party: https://deadline.com/2018/10/search-party-louie-anderson-season-3-tbs-comedy-recurring-1202485498/ Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

A power comes over you that feels like death. Farhad is an IT apprentice for Germany's Fraktion DIE LINKE, and lives in Berlin. Thanks to Oliver Lazarus, who co-produced this episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

In my house, I'm the designated spider killer. I see the culprit and I have to ask myself: Which shoe will get the job done this time?  Sonya Edelman is a Senior Producer at National Geographic. You can find her work at vimeo.com/sedelman2 Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

What’s going to happen to my brain? Brian D’Addario is a singer, songwriter and musician. He fronts the band The Lemon Twigs ( thelemontwigs.com ) with his brother Michael D’Addario. Follow them on Twitter @thelemontwigs ( twitter.com/thelemontwigs )  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

You might actually want the tea. But you have to appear to not want the tea. Samin Nosrat is a chef, author, host of the Netflix series Salt, Fat, Acid, Heat (saltfatacidheat.com), and a writer for the New York Times Magazine. You can follow her @CiaoSamin: https://twitter.com/CiaoSamin Check out Samin's recipes at https://www.saltfatacidheat.com/cook-the-recipe Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

I hope my dad hears this. Rohan is an apprentice at the Healthy Butcher in Toronto. thehealthybutcher.com/ Thanks to Elliott Dawson for his help with this episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Will I be happy when this is all over? Cleo Robinson is a cook at Dooky Chase's in New Orleans. dookychaserestaurant.com/ Thanks to Laine Kaplan-Levenson, who co-produced this episode. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Being chased at night: when I first moved to New York, a lot of people were like just create a claw with your keys.... Jo Firestone is Brooklyn-based comedian and podcast host. You can see her live at Littlefield in Brooklyn, every Monday night at 8pm. For more Jo, listen to her appearance on a recent episode of Radiolab here: https://www.wnycstudios.org/story/sex-ed  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Early one morning, an army green Volkswagen pulls up to the house. Norma Elia Cantú is a folklorist, writer, and professor at Trinity University in San Antonio. Her latest novel, Cabañuelas, will be out in February. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

When you're a tall kid, it's the short kids you have to be afraid of.  Paul Feig is a director. His films include Ghostbusters, Bridesmaids and this year's A Simple Favor. He also created the cult classic TV show Freaks and Geeks. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Every public fear is a private fear, too. Rebecca Traister is a writer at large for New York Magazine and the author of Good And Mad: The Revolutionary Power of Women's Anger from Simon & Schuster.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org And follow 10 Things That Scare Me on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook.

Phone calls late at night or early in the morning are never a good sign.  Deborah Backle runs an alpaca ranch in Blanco, Texas, and is the outreach coordinator for Acres of Love Animal Rescue.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org And follow 10 Things That Scare Me on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook.

When the zombie apocalypse meets adulting. Jasmine Newton is originally from Brooklyn, NY and lives in Philadelphia, PA. She currently works at YouthBuild Philly as a Community Projects Coordinator. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org Follow 10 Things That Scare Me on Instagram, Twitter and Facebook.

It not the fear itself. It’s the fear of what the fear will do to you. John Green is a YouTuber and author based in Indianapolis, Indiana.  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

A storm doesn't care about anything. It's just a storm. A human with an agenda? That's another story. Blair Braverman is a dog musher running her first Iditarod this March. She is the author of "Welcome To The God Damn Ice Cube" and is based in Wisconsin. You can find her @BlairBraverman Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Karma. Balloons. Karma. Balloons.  Steven Agudelo is a mail clerk from Long Island. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

D.C. people are the worst. No wonder Trump was elected. Anthony Scaramucci is an investor, former White House Director of Communications, and the author of Trump: The Blue-Collar President. You can follow him @Scaramucci  Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Imagine watching an animal you love kill herself. Ottessa Moshfegh is a novelist based in Los Angeles. Her latest book is My Year of Rest and Relaxation. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org 

Heights. Being a black man in America. No elaboration needed. Rob Lewis is a composer, music producer, and musical director based in New York City. Follow him on Twitter @IAmRobLewis Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Clown faces. Egg yolks. Failure. Introducing 10 Things That Scare Me, a tiny podcast about our biggest fears. The stuff that keeps us up at night, that informs our choices, and defines our lives. Listen, and feel less alone. From WNYC Studios. 10 Things That Scare Me premieres December 4, with three new episodes every week. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org

Fear unites us all. In this tiny podcast, people from across the world reveal their biggest fears. The ones that keep them up at night, that inform their choices, and define their lives. Listen, and feel less alone. From WNYC Studios. 10 Things That Scare Me premieres December 4, with three new episodes every week. Join the "10 Things That Scare Me" conversation, and tell us your fears at 10thingspodcast.org